With so much potential and so many dreams to fulfill!!!
So many ideas and urge to achieve something…..
So many unfulfilled dreams and aspirations…..
Life only feels incomplete and void….
As if something big is missing!!!
If you ask me the reason for all this……
It’s only been a blame game all the while!!
Whether it is blaming the time, situation or circumstances….
At the end if there’s someone who has been losing something; it’s only Me!!!
This blame game can be very vicious sometimes…
Coz once you start playing it… there’s no end to it….
You then only keep looking for reasons to blame!!!
It’s quite awful though…..
Coz somehow…. Nothing seems to be working out….
Quite literally nothing has been working out…
Whether it is working full time…. Looking for hobby ideas, part time options….
Nothing at all….
Of course there’s no point trying to analyze who was wrong or right …
The point here is that…. It’s been 3 years and no fruitful results…
Nothing great I can name to add on my list…
Just need some motivation and positivity to start something new and fresh…
Need some strength to face this phase of life….
I wanna feel useful … wanna contribute…
Wanna be independent…..
In the hope that someday something WILL really workout!!!
Being positive and hopeful!!!
That is Just Me!!!!
